I am so tired...

[haldoor]

... so so freakin' tired, I can barely manouvre (who knows how you spell that right now, dunno why I was trying to be so damned ambitious) walk around the office. Yeah, I'm supposed to be working. So what? Yeah, I made a thingy... ummm... whatcha callit... (you make 'em on New Year's...) oh resolution, that's it! not to do LJ from work. SO WHAT? I'm too freakin' tired to work, so I'm pretending.

It turned out longer than I thought, so I stuck it under a cut to allow you to escape now, should you so wish. GO GO GO, I urge you! Do any of the topics even remotely go together, I wonder? *scratches head, then walks off, tired, unsure what was even being wondered*



Thing is, it's my own fault. I stayed up til 2.50am last night to finish my EN RPG thread with Panther, and it was a whole heap of emotion. Big BIG bust up. Huge amounts of angst for those that like such things. And tears, hugs, yelling, a punch or two, sadness, name-calling... and so on. Okay, Tiger called himself the name, but anyway. *shrugs*

Just so you know, I still love you, therosewilde, *kisses* but man, that so wasn't the way I expected it to go.

I was emotionally wrought afterwards, and then had to get up at 5.50am... I just can't do days on three hours sleep any more. I'm too old. Far too old. *clutches walker*

And, in other depressing news, I have the blind pimple from HELL just below my right cheek. I'm too freakin' old for these, surely? I rarely got them when I was 18... is this payback for that? That I should get more pimples at my age then when I was less than half of it (now there's a cryptic way of saying I'm over 40... pretty good for an over-tired grumpy old hag) *puts on purple hat and stomps out anyway*

Oh, good news?

1. Ummm... some people got my Christmas cards already - they like! Yay!

2. Hmmm. "King Kong" got good reviews (PJ is a GOD! Yes, I'm proud of my own.) Opens here 14/12/05!

3. "Narnia" is out tomorrow here (more Kiwi news *grin*)!!! Have to drag take the kids to see it in the next wee while.

4. Got FAB FDC's (First Day Covers, for those not in the know) for both movies above from NZ Post. If anyone's interested in seeing them, I will scan and post here sometime soon. (Have old LOTR ones too, if anyone ever wanted to see them).

5. Oh, just found a great website which tells me the NZ release date of upcoming movies!!! So exciting! Looks like "Brokeback Mountain" (Heath Ledger/Jake Gyllenhaal) is out 23/02/06, "Munich" (Eric Bana!!!) is out 26/01/06, oh, and dubh_ceol, "Jarhead" (Also Jake Gyllenhaal) is out 09/02/06!!! *squee* Then there's "The Legend of Zorro" (Antonio Banderas, yummy!) on 26/12/05, and "Saw II" is already out. *sigh* Many many movies to see, don't imagine I'll get to the cinema for them all, but I can dream for a bit, then catch the rest on dvd later! (1 = BM, 2 = Narnia, at least at the movies)

Okay, less than an hour of work left now. I can do more actual, ya know, work before I go, I'm sure I can. I think. *headdesk* Is anyboday actually watching? Nope, don't think so. There are only four (other than me) actual real (I think they're real, anyway) people here at the moment (out of 33).

*Goes to look for something more interesting than work to do*

Have a nice day wherever you are, whatever you're doing! ZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Comments

[mrsbean.livejournal.com]

Honey, whatever pain your pain today should be diminished by the fact that your Tiger/Panther thread was absolutely awesome. Truly one of the most emotional ever written on the game. *applause*

*pets you*

[haldoor.livejournal.com]

Thanks, my dear. It was very very heart-wrenching to do, but absolutely right, no matter how sad it seems to be right now. So glad people seem to enjoy this stuff! Emotional as it is, it is so rewarding to have people show their appreciation. Thanks again. (oh, and you and Raven too, I adore your current work there - feel so bad for Sean. All he wants is for karl to say "I love you", but no way... heart-breaking!)

[mrsbean.livejournal.com]

Thank you. :) In reality Sean knows that he'll never hear the words. But his heart still holds out hope. *sigh*

[therosewilde.livejournal.com]

You were wonderful.

*licks*

@-'-,----------

[haldoor.livejournal.com]

Thanks, doll, you were amazing yourself!

*licks back* ;-)

[kaige68.livejournal.com]

Ewww blind pimples and angst. Evil week dear. Perhaps the pimple is from lack of sleep and exercise. *snicker*

Crossing my fingers for a great weekend for you.

[haldoor.livejournal.com]

Oh ha bloody ha. Lack of sleep, yes. Lack of exercise? Oh. Yes to that too. Bugger.

The weekend was pretty slack on my part, actually (as per e-m report), but some things got done, so it wasn't too lazy. Certainly wasn't bad, anyway. Still no exercise, but sleep was had!

[kaige68.livejournal.com]

Well glad about the sleep, but smack the man around about the exercise thing.

oh, made new muppet icon, don't know if it's readable so I'll test it on you!

[haldoor.livejournal.com]

Man to be smacked tonight.

The Muppets - icon's great, and so's the newie!!!!! Keep 'em coming!

[jhobbit.livejournal.com]

Honey I can't do the 3 hours of sleep thing anymore either. I can just barly do the 5 to 6 hours of sleep thing as it is. YOU ARE NOT AN OLD HAG! If you are what does that make me? *shudders* as I am older than thee. *resists hag like symptoms*
Sorry your RPG went badly for your character. :(
*hands you a pillow, soft comforter and tucks you into it*

[haldoor.livejournal.com]

Thanks *hugs you for the "you are not an old hag" comment*

I still put on the purple hat, so it can't be all bad!

No sweat about the RPG, the angst was all in the name of good drama (I hope!), and you never know what will happen next!

*gladly accepts pillow and comforter, and being tucked in, and goes to sleep here and now*